How I escaped religion.

​How I escaped religion and became a better human.

 

I want to start this post by stating that I was never involved in a cult. Religion can come across very cult-like but by no means was it. ‘Escaping religion’ makes it sounds like I was part of something where we drank blood, pierced our nipples and sacrificed our livestock so that we may please the higher power. This is not true, but it does sound kind of fun.

 

I grew up in a religious household, and much to my parents demise, am not religious in the slightest. *Cue gasps and snickering*

 

So.... Where does science come into religion???

From a very young age, I was so curious about other religions. I didn’t want to follow them, I was just curious as to why we should follow one God, when we could have an option as to which one we could choose. I suppose it's kind of similar to Tinder. My parents literally looked at me like I had cut my toes off. Like, WHAT? You want to know things; about other Gods, about other religions? There are no other Gods… NOW GO PRAY!

 

From 8am to 1pm; then again from 5:30pm to 8:30pmwe went to church; every. Damn. Sunday.
Do you know what I do every Sunday now? Sweet FA. I enjoy it and I'm still a good person, right? Of course I'm a good person, I don't need to go to church to tell me that, to 'help' me be kind. It costs $0 to be kind; it feels great and it makes people smile. Shouldn't THAT be the message we need to get out? To be kind...?

When I was a kid, I am ashamed to say that I was brainwashed into thinking that homosexuality was wrong. I want to go back in time and literally punch myself in the face for being so judgemental. At the time, I thought my parents might hate me for thinking so differently to them. I was scared to have a different opinion and that I might be sent ‘straight to hell’ if I even entertained a different thought. By the way, how cruel is that? To tell a child they will forever burn in a place where they will never see their family, for all eternity. Burn. All eternity. Forever.

Sounds lovely, doesn’t it?

It fucks with your brain, it almost does sound cult like. I was scared to let anyone know how much I enjoyed swearing, in fear they would not accept me (or that I would in fact BURN FOREVER IN THE PITS OF HELL). Do you hear how stupid that sounds? I was afraid of being judged and you know why? Because Christians are judgemental. Ever heard of Westboro Baptist? The most judgemental humans on this planet. And if we always live in fear of not being accepted, then how will people find out how incredibly awesome you are? Where would Lady Gaga be? Freddie Mercury would never have been in the public eye and Bohemian Rhapsody would NEVER be here. What would be my karaoke go to then, huh? 

Even now, trying to write this post; I find it difficult because I'm so pissed off with how I used to think when I was heavily involved in church. You don't have to be religious to be kind; you don't have to be religious to make people smile; you don't have to be religious to create music. Do what is inside of you and do what makes you happy. Don't try and please 'God' but suffer yourself in the meantime. Nobody judges you for being true to who you are. And if they do, they are the asshole, not you. 

So, how did I escape? Easy.... I decided to be myself, not care what anyone else thought, became the kind of person I always knew I was and lived an easier existence... It only took me 29 years, but I finally accepted myself.


You're a good person. You don't need 'God' to tell you that.

 

.stop bullying mums.

Having a chat with my chum today about a very controversial topic and it really made me think about all the judgement and unwanted opinions us Mums cop on a daily basis. One of my chums good friends is Kayla Boyd; wife of Broncos player, Darius Boyd; a brand new Mum and victim of cyber bullying, BY OTHER MUMS.... Those ugly internet trolls had their fangs out because she left her precious new bundle of joy, with her own Mother; not a fucking drug addict, not a stranger; her OWN MOTHER! 

Not that it's really anyone else's business. 

WTF ??

I talk about the sisterhood a lot because I strongly believe in it. Aren't we supposed to help each other and lift each other up? Not beat each other when we are our most vulnerable... Being a Mum can be hard, especially if you have a high profile husband. If she missed the Grand Final to stay home with her baby, she probably would have been bullied for 'not supporting her husband'. It's pretty fucking ridic. 

I bet no one was brave enough to crawl out from under their troll bridges to say it to her face. 

Internet trolls, take notice.....

People and their opinions....

I mean, I love a good heated debate but not when people are just downright mean and treat people they've never met, like shit. And it's pretty shithouse that it's usually other Mums who are the biggest trolls. 

When are people going to get it through their heads - it is never okay to bully. Bullying is shithouse and I have never felt more bullied in my life than since becoming a mum. Most of it is cyber bullying, the lowest form; they don't even have the guts to say it to my face.

I've often heard people say 'if you're willing to put your life out there, on social media; you should be willing to cop some backlash'

Honestly, piss off. 

You should NEVER have to expect criticism just because you like to update your social media profiles. That's utter bullshit. Just because I update my profile picture, doesn't give anyone an invitation to rip me to shreds. This has to stop. I worry about the day I let my children get on Facebook. 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love and be loved in return - Moulin Rouge 

Peace and love to all

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